yeah, i definitely feel like i could’ve been a better sister so he didn’t turn out this way. i know it’s not remotely my fault he turned out the way he did but i still feel like shit for it.

it was “suggested that [i] leave” my school because i was depressed and self-injuring and the nurses and counselors told my parents that if they couldn’t “control” me, they’d report them to Social Services or something like that.

my brother got expelled because the charter school he’s in [or was in - which took him three years to get into, btw] has a “three strikes” policy and i know for one of his strikes, he was cursing on the bus and for another, he was fighting or something. i’m not sure what he did the third time to get kicked out but i’ll find out when i go home this weekend.

sigh.